13.6.10

b l a h b l a h b l a h

i don't even deserve you.
you deserve so much more than i am.
than what i even can be.


what is wrong with me.
i am wretched beyond belief.
i feel nothing.

what i would give to feel a l i v e 
really alive
for a moment.


there is no where to lay the blame
but on me
there is no one here with me
except the shame that accompanies my spirit


i am so weak.

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